Tired

Tonight I feel tired; not just the normal kind of tired, but the deep, to the bone tired. I feel tired physically, mentally, and emotionally. Part of it is that I did not sleep well at all last night, part of it is dealing with other people's problems all day, and part of it is just feeling like I need to get away. Our next camping trip is planned for September 21 down in Capitol Reef, but I wish it was going to be for more that just four days. At least there is Arches to look forward to in October as well.

I have been trying to get myself motivated enough to get up earlier in the morning and go exercise. The biggest problem I seem to have is that I look forward to my job so much (I love the smell of sarcasm in the morning) that I have a hard time getting up before I absolutely have to. In many ways, it is like I am trying to hide from the day as long as I possibly can. I know that if I could get myself in the habit of doing it, it would not be as much of a problem. I just cannot seem to get started. Getting cellulitis in my leg did not help matters any. I keep setting the clock and ignoring it in the morning. It's pathetic, really.

I think I'm going to call it a day a little early tonight and see if I can get better sleep tonight. Who know, maybe I'll actually get up and exercise tomorrow and have something exciting to share here. Wish me luck.